.Saturday, December 27, 2008 ' 6:52 AM Y
When life gives you LEMON; make LEMONADE
hey..lols.yeahh. i am frustrated.i am such a LOSERi am such a failurei cant forget what happened.wells. i will never forget it for the rest of my life.WHY did this happen? i have no ideai ruined Christmas? i am such a lousy host.*sighhhs* i failed like 1000000000th time. yet i tried again.then again i failed the 1000000001th timelolswhat to do?HEY. [to that somebody]wells. you aren't that good either. dont criticise people when you dont even meet the requirements yourself. sometimes its better if you just shut up.i'll be the first to say thanks.-- maybe it's better off that way. okay.i am at my cousin's house today. lolswhat am i doing?i am doing history there.wells. it's quite impossible for me to be sitting there whole day doing that.unless its your first day knowing me, I CANT SIT STILL.wells. they had some guests. lols. i am a very anti-social person. lols. i'm the "i-wont-start-conversation-with-strangers" kindso i didn't talk for the whole day.is it shy? no i dont think soi think its still ANTI-social.probably this is why i took so long before i talk to my drum friends. lolshahas XD they have a cute dog though.lol.i cant wait to grow up.there are too many things i want to do.most importatnly i want to prove myself.lol.for what?i want to prove that i wouldn't always stand behind you like an idiot.i'll learn to move ahead of YOU.LOLS. sometimes.i feel that maybe my life is filled with hatred.lols.what can i do?i cant do anything,everytime i try to forget, it seems to appear i didn't want this to happen.sometimes, i think this is just what i should go throughmaybe i should just learn to forgive and forget.i tried many times, but YOU always breakdown the wall, making me hate you once morehating someone is tiring.. i really want to stopGOSH. someone? anyone? tell me how?hahas XD --WORLD's most tiring job... HATING. its ME against the world.. making LEMONade in process.:)
